there once was a girl
2:19 a.m. on june 17, 2005
A girl fell in love once. Before she even knew it was love. It scared her beyond belief. She had never been able to not control her feelings, until then. She couldn't help but fall in love. She was glowing with happiness, but she was also terrified. She knew there was something special. His eyes and his smile told her so. But she didn't want to believe it because she was afraid that it would be taken away. She remembers telling herself over and over not to fall in love because if she did, she would just end up broken hearted and alone.
She didn't listen to herself. Maybe she should have, but she knows that if she did, then she wouldn't have been following her heart, and she would have made the biggest mistake of her life. Whenever she saw him, she'd get butterflies; she still does. Whenever he told her he loved her for the first time, she cried, because she could feel it.
And now it's gone. She lost it. And she didn't cry, until now. Because she realized she is her own worst enemy. She told herself before over and over not to fall in love because she would just end up alone. But this time, she did it to herself. She brought the tears to her own eyes, and she brought the pain to her own heart. It's her own fault, and she doesn't know what to do anymore. She's lost, and she gave up the only person that was ever able to find her.
The End. and boy says, "...but did she ever find herself?"
girl says, "she found herself in him. when she was with him, she knew who she was, and she knew what went through her head. now, she doesn't know anything."
boy says, "what could have made her so lost?"
girl says, "maybe she was afraid."
boy says, "why couldn't she overcome her fear?"
girl says, "because she's weak, and she gives up too easily."
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